Aku masih tercari-cari
kehendakMu dalam hidupku ini
Adakah berbaloi segala yang telahku lakukan selama ini?
Atau ianya hanya semata-mata demi
kepuasan hatiku?

Aku sedia menanti
Menanti jawapan daripada Mu.

So, I went to the post office today to get my surat penangguhan Program Latihan Khidmat Negara (PLKN in short) mailed.

Yes, I'm staying. Won't be going anywhere for the time being. But oh how i dread the fact that i'll be missing out the whole fun at NS. The final batch would be leaving this Saturday, and Gua Musang could have been my destination-to-be if I were to go. Etnobotani something something to be exact. I forgot.

Dad and mum had the final say on this matter, though I wished they would understand how badly I wanted this. I won't blame them. The many deaths that happenned must have scare them.

Opportunities are aplenty. This time, it's for my own good. And life.